January 2012
Thank you.
Why thank you for making look the biggest dumb ass out there. Here I was believing you wouldn’t move on without me, but you have some girl all over you? Forget me wanting to be with you, forget me waiting around for you, why should I wait for someone who’s just hurting me behind my back anyway? I hope you regret ever leaving me, and when you meet someone else, think of me &...
December 2011
Last night.
It felt so good to know that you wanted me to come and see you. I loved being in your arms as you held me. And it wasn’t just an ordinary cuddle, there was passion. & that’s something we’ve never lost. You held me so tight as if I was gonna disappear before your very eyes. But being next to you is where I wanted to be, always. Sleeping next to the person you love is something...
Oh hey.
Today is the first day that I actually fought against my own will to text you. I succeeded all day not telling you good morning, or telling you to have a good practice, or the simple fact that I love you. But because I hold it all in, doesn’t mean the feelings aren’t there. There’s just no motivation for me to try only to get ignored. I thought I needed you to survive, but look...
So, this is how it's like to actually feel wanted...
erin-lael:
To actually feel like there is reason. There is purpose. That your existence is well appreciated and never taken for granted. It’s assuring to know that I am someone important in your life. It really is..
I'm afraid you’ll meet a new girl who seems to be...
I wish I had somebody's shoulder to cry on right...
kenishaaaa:
bee-tee-nuh:
erin-lael:
Do It...